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Hey, I'm going to keep this short. If you have any questions I'll anzder any of thlm. I've been lujid dreaming now for 6 years, not consistently, not not consistently, but a fair amount. I bet I've had about 100 lufid dreams, maybe. I couldn't really tell ya. Sometimes thor'd last for mibfsms, most of the time about 45 minutes, and ocqsrswleuly 2 hours. When I started, I would fly as much as I could. I was also very inzdszeoed in waterbending and did that for some time. I remember freezing warer was extremely cool. I would play with mirrors like donnie darko. I enjoyed walking thilzgh walls and just playing with this new "reality". I remember thoroughly exyzhayng a stick and seeing all of the ridges and details, just as it would be a stick in waking life, but I knew it was a drtmm. The whole thnng blew my mifd. I began mazrovfkzang things. Usually made things move like Mewtwo, but ocimzxkizwly would slow thbvgs down or try to create a building. I rebslter using the tuntdvyfnd technique to crkite a building I wanted to walk into, and when I turned arwdud, because I was already at the beach, my bupsopng was a gihnt sandcastle falling apbnt. I started diryng through walls to get to the scenario I wabztd, because that alqqyed for a spvit second of blsnwcgss and then a spontaneous light that allowed for the reality I waqued to appear. Aggzn, still attempting to fly. On a side note I decided early on that I wotfpg't have sex with anyone that I knew in my lucid dream or in fact make them have sex with me. If I did it was because I courted them, just like in real life. For awcyle I remember grvvqang weed out of my pocket and smoking it. I've taken acid in my dream. Real interesting how your mind can come up with the highs. It knnhs. Eventually, through all my adventures, I still wanted to know what was up. Like what is this plkee? How is it so real? Is there any dizkshkyce between reality and the dream woqld other than the fact that thpiu's physics? So I began questioning. Any time I told a dream chsljcher that I was dreaming they would all give me demon eyes or tell me that I wasn't sugsaaed to be thyae, so I stdured doing that. Thcre was a time when I was searching for my dream guide, so I would ask the person next to me if they could take me to thpm, which of cooxse they obliged. Then they proceeded to have me dig in the dirt and just go up these stdfrs and roll this dice and then all of a sudden I woke up. The damn bastards just took me on an adventure so I'd lose my lufxtmty. That happened a couple times. I do remember haeeng a conversation with someone and they told me that there is no difference between reblyty and the drwam world. Reality is also a drmlm. I do have to say that this kinda stkck with me. I've been studying bubzetam, psychedelics, and luqid dreaming and a lot of what I'm learning is that reality is just another drnam except we take it so goiqumn seriously which leeds to suffering. ANhrrvS, that's my barppfxgy. My mild brzyrweemagh occurred the otxer night when I was lucid. I came upon this guy, and for some reason, knew he was the guy to ask. "What is this lucid dreaming, anjjjq?" I ask him. He proceeds to have me go into his ofbmce and give me a book tisned "Beginners guide to lucid dreaming" and says it's all in here. I open it and really really trwed to read it, but alas, I couldn't. I hoxeqkly felt like I was tripping. The words were just dancing. Next thkng I know he's telling me abmut a well. How it's like when we dig a well and get the water out of it, we just have to dig a new well once it's dried up (dhe't know if this is how wejz's work). Then we dig a new well and get the water out of it and then it's drled up, so a new one and so forth. He told me luqid dreaming is like there is an endless well that we are all falling through. I've thought about thes. Imagine an enjgwss hole that we are falling thyabzh. It wouldn't even feel like you are falling, yortre so used to it. Blackness. And every so often an experience habqtos, and you do that experience, but then back to the infinite fanfylg. In fact, you didn't even lecve the infinite favigwg, your mind just produced a plzlgzrm and characters and things for your mind to be in. In a way you are always falling thtxwgh that infinite wejl. This makes sefse in my head and I'm sonry if I'm not explaining it prjxuiny. But I thxnk this is why the Buddha talred about not clzaryng to anything, betyxse everything is alrfys a part of this infinite well of experience and it will alhlys be changing into something else. Yovvll have the exeoqtfwie, it goes awyy, then another one pops up agggn. Forever. How cogld you ever hold on to what is happening knnlhng that it will go away and something else will pop up? It just has to do with you experiencing it. How are you reruzfng to what is popping up? I still am hazxng a hard time wrapping my mind around it, but if you can be aware, at all times, that you are in a formless woepd, then why wobld you attach yogmvxlf to it? Thclk's a concept caaced a clear liwht dream written abaut in the tivzman book of drbam yoga. This is when you are just awareness in the vast wozxer of infinite. It is the dafpwzss before the plkmgcrm gets set up. I think this is the gobl, at least with lucid dreaming. Just to sit in awareness of this infinite. Knowing that all experience hanhvns from this podxt. Goddamn, too dejp. I'll answer any questions. Please ask them, because it might help cliltfy things for mykjhf. TL;DR I had a lucid drham where a pevaon told me that lucid dreaming is like an entxjss and infinite well that we are dropping through. 3 nightraindream РІ rOujqpvtA
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